Im sick and tired of just being your lil secret. You say you love me and you say you want to be with me, but youre reason for not being with me is that youre trying to be a good person and wait for then to not be so upset. Come to find out youre STILL flirting with her behind my back and you trying to go after her. Im done with this shit. I told you before Im done with being everyones second choice. Im sure as hell not going to wait around to be yours.

Did You Ever Once Think I Want You As My Best Friend First Before We Even Start To Think About Dating…
I’m really getting sick of being lead on…
i come back from college early cuz you say you wanna see me
i tell the only other girl i actually really liked off cuz you told me too
i make promises to you cuz you tell me you love me
i treat you perfectly even if it has to be just as best friends
…. and what do i get in return
i get nothing
i dont get to see you
i dont get to be with you
you act like were dating but you wont break up with ur gf who you dont even want to be with anyways
you say i started everything even tho ur the one who came after me in front of ur gf
i dont even know where to start anymore ur my best friend but im never allowed to see you ever
and yes we are exs but things feel different its not just me falling in love with a girl i just meant anymore
im falling in love with my best friend
but nothing ever goes that way does it
nothing ever goes right…










